In which Tristan mulls the consequences of sending Kieran away.
After Chapter 15
Tristan:
I stormed down the path, even
angrier than I’d been climbing up to the clearing a short time before. I’d
devoted my life to protecting my family and my clan. Now my family was in more
danger than ever. Tag had been a pest as a kid sister, but even though I never
admitted it to her, her bright chatter had a way of lifting my heart. She
trusted everyone, was game to take any dare, and forgave easily. The picture of
her being banished--cast from the clans, separated from her children--twisted a
hollow pain in my chest. All because of Kieran.
I’d done the right thing. Sending
him away was the only option. He wouldn’t listen to reason, wouldn’t take
responsibility for the trouble he caused.
The ache under my ribs sank lower, a
wrenching, bitter, empty throb. All I could do now was limit the harm. Kieran
should appreciate that. It was one of his pragmatic theories he liked to spout:
when you can’t salvage a situation, at least forestall more damage. If he
stayed in the clans with his status as an outcast, he put more innocent
people—more of my family—in danger.
I batted at a low-hanging branch,
hitting it so hard it snapped. Holy One,
he’s supposed to help us. Why make him a Restorer when he doesn’t acknowledge
You and won’t accept his role?
Slowing
my steps, I gathered my breath. Was I really as angry at the One as I was at
Kieran? The thought frightened me. The songkeepers said we could speak honestly
to the One, that He knew our hearts anyway. But even when Kendra was lost to
Rhusican poison, I’d focused my anger on the enemy, never against the One.
My feet had automatically carried me
toward home, but as I drew close, I spotted Kendra. Her slim figure had begun
to show a subtle roundness. Even her face seemed softer with the hints of
motherhood. Her long dark hair fell free behind her as she relaxed in a chair
on the porch, her eyes closed. I wanted to run to her, bury my fingers in her
rich hair, feel her breath against my face, taste her lips that could erase
every painful thought from my mind.
Instead I backed into the woods and
headed toward the lehken plateau. I couldn’t face her. Once I told her that I’d
send Kieran away, could she forgive me? Would things ever be the same between
us again?
---You can read more of the story in The Restorer's Son.
Blessings!
Sharon Hinck
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