The Restorer's Son Bonus Scene
In which Linette sees Kieran's encounter with the One
After Chapter 28
Linette:
The mist brushed my skin, soaked
into my pores, breathed comfort and courage into my heart. I’d felt this
tangible sign of the One’s presence before, but only during Feast Day
gatherings, as I joined my voice with songkeeepers and musicians and thousands
of people filling the floor of the tower.
Today, one lone man knelt beneath
the towering emptiness and carried on a silent conversation with the Maker of
the world. As a timid onlooker, I was shocked that the One’s holy love touched
me as well. The One was doing something I hadn’t known Him to do before.
Instead of puzzling over the why, I savored Him. Every song I’d ever sung
swirled in my mind in rich harmony, lifting my heart higher and higher. Tears
poured down my face and I welcomed His touch.
When the mist lifted, Kieran still
didn’t move. Had the encounter overwhelmed him? Was he all right? I eased
closer and looked up at the windows far above us. The sky was a deep gray.
“Kieran, it’s getting dark.” I
touched his back, loathe to disturb his communion with the One.
He looked up, wonder and purpose
lighting his face. “Did you see Him, too?”
I nodded. I would have loved to talk
about the experience together, but night was too close and I needed to return
to the songkeeper lodge. Once I was sure he was all right, I turned to leave.
“Wait. One thing. If I can get the
Council to approve it, do you think any of the songkeepers would be willing to
go to Hazor to teach the Verses to the people there?”
I frowned. This was the purpose the
One had shared with Kieran? Of all the hopes I had for the One to protect our
clans, sending our Restorer to our enemy would never have entered my mind.
“It’s not my idea,” he said, easing
to his feet.
What could I say? The Council would
never allow it. And what did his question truly mean? Was he asking my general
opinion? Whether I knew of some bold songkeeper who would join him on that
mission? Or did he specifically wonder if I would volunteer?
I glanced up at the tower’s highest
white stones, feeling smaller than usual. Holy
One, is that why You allowed me this touch of Your strength? Is this something
You might want of me?
“Yes, if it’s something the One is
asking for and if the Council approves it, I’m sure at least one songkeeper
would travel to Hazor.” I slipped away before I could take back the words.
Would Kieran think I was willing to leave the clans? Did I want him to
understand my answer that way?
The streets were almost deserted so
close to nightfall. Yet when I reached the songkeeper lodge, I hesitated
outside the door. I couldn’t bring myself to go inside yet and enter the
conversation around a warm meal, the chatter, the good-natured arguments about
tempos for a song we had rehearsed that day. I needed time alone to absorb what
I’d seen.
Since Dylan’s death, I’d spent as
much time as possible in the Lyric tower. After Lukyan was injured, I was
needed more in Braide Wood, yet whenever I could, I returned to the tower. If I
could have rolled out a pallet in the corner of the tower, I would never have
left.
As Kieran talked to the One today,
I’d felt the One as close as a father holding his toddler’s hands and guiding
each wobbly step.
The light that glowed in Kieran’s
face made me marvel—perhaps even stirred jealously. I’d served the One all my
life and yearned for the new fresh passion Kieran showed. He had the courage to
answer, “Yes,” no matter what the One asked of him.
When Dylan died, I thought the pain,
the questions, the wrenching emptiness would destroy me. Still, I clung to my
will to obey, to serve, to go through the motions no matter how much of my joy
was stripped away. I didn’t reject the One. I continued to seek Him. But so much of my
service felt lifeless and devoid of hope.
I
rested my forehead against the lodge door. Maybe that was precisely why the One
had allowed me to witness His interaction with Kieran today. To restore my
initial passion. To rebuild my faith. To coax me to live a life of, “Yes.”
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You can find more of the story in The Restorer's Son
Blessings!
Sharon Hinck
1 comment:
To coax me to live a life of, “Yes.”
I love that!
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